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Current mood: 
I hate it when people are SHADY! They run their mouth all day long but when confronted... they choose to 'stay out of it'. If you have something to say, SAY IT! If i have a problem with someone, i have no problem telling it like it is or telling that person "i think you're dishonest" right to their face. I will not say anything behind your back that i won't say to your FACE . Don't act all hard if you're not willing to back it up. Don't talk all smart if you can't stand behind your words. And when i hear you saying something in the wrong... i WILL call you on it. People are used to playing telephone... words get passed along and become distorted and exaggerated & go in circles and by the time it reaches the other side, it's so far from the truth that it's invalid. IT MEANS NOTHING!!! You mean nothing! You try to hurt people who are lower than you because it makes you feel all high, mighty, & superhuman. You hurt those people because you know that they will never confront you or stand up to you, or call you out, but i will. I always do. Then what. It is SO hard for you to see other people happy, you can't stand it! You bond over tearing someone down... like two junkies bonding over dope. It's all you have. It's all you have in common. Misery loves company. It's true. You're not friends. You spread your cloud of negativity to all those around you and try to hear your own voice above all others, so maybe someone will listen. You speak and everyone else in the room is muted because nothing else but what you say matters. You take hold of the room as if you are on stage, under a spotlight, and everyone is invisible. You are the star. You're not. You're a distorted version of the child your mother bore. Inhuman. No feelings. No sympathy. Do you ever cry. I don't think you'd allow yourself to, it's a sign of weakness and that is one thing you are not. Weak. Pathetic. You speak, and noone cares. You speak, and i tune out. You speak, and every word you say explodes like dynamite. You are my dearest friend. And I hAte you.
